I got bit.

I've completely lost my mind!!! I'm unfortunately... wait for it... wait for it....
In love.
Darn you cupid.
I can't stop thinking about her. She's everything I've asked God for.
And I think he placed her in my life at this time for a reason. The reason being, that I don't know how I would've survived this time without her.
When I think about her I think of sappy music and crap. I just want to be near her. I've never felt this way. All I can think about are different ways to make her happy. WTF is wrong with me?
I want to buy her jewelry. I've never wanted to buy ANYONE jewelry.
Maybe with this love being different... it won't be so bad......

Only thing is, I don't know if she loves me back...

All we have are Changes and Chances!

Sooo it looks like the tone of my blog is changing a bit. I have a lot of big changes that have happened in a short amount of time.

-My Dad passed away

-My sister got married

-I've started a new romantic non exclusive friendship

-My ex has apologized for sucking at all things in life

-I have to become a grown up/big girl

-I hate gin... oh wait... i've always hated that pepper tasting old man drink!

-I've realized who my real friends are.

With all that said, my life, like everyone's life, is like a river that is constantly changing. You can't predict what's to come.

In life you take chances, sometimes good things happen, and sometimes bad things happen. But if you don't take a chance, nothing happens.

I just might take back what I said about love.... who knows... love might find me after all.